arixsafari:

THIS.

arixsafari:

THIS.

Again, this is my place to bitch and moan.

Don’t be a dick about the shit i post, eh? :p
Lol

Im back to cutting.

Just fuck it. Everything’s back to shambles. and im back on tumblr. Just fuck it.

So, i’m back to being alone as fuck.

Chey’s gone.
God know’s my pursuit of my ex didn’t go exactly….well.
My dogs are possibily, gone.
Wtf god? do you just dislike me? or what?

Don’t you hate it when you lie to someone.

Not to trick them, but to make them worry less.

I’m having a small breakdown.

I feel like everything is falling apart and im hyperventilating and crying. Its not right.=\ i wish this would stop.

No one gives a fuck about me or my life.

Im half asleep. and i hate everything

God dammit, god dammit, god dammit, god dammit.

I can’t handle my sister leaving. I haven’t been able to sleep for the past day. And i hate thinking about it.I just want her to stay so bad. I’ve been crying for the past day since she told me, and i already felt alone with her here. She’s leaving me. I don’t know what to do. I just wish someone would give enough of a fuck to tell me what to do.
Im sure it wouldn’t be this bad if i had anything else in my life, but Chey’s  all i got.